What’s the use of dreams for me??? For simplicity, it’s truly fun to have dreams. Go far beyond my limit and feel the sensation of being in the clouds. Then, sometimes I dream for bursting my ability which is prisoned under the laziness of mine which is unbearable. On the other hand, I dream for proving that I can be as what other people can be. See…from the simplest reason until the most unqualified reason. But, as Arai said in “Sang Pemimpi” : “Just dream, then Allah will cuddle your dream”, at least it is definitely reasonable for us to dream. The continuation of the dream maybe an epithet which will be enthroned to us.

Doctorate
What do you think about this one??? I will not refuse that I intend to get this one. Since many people influenced me until I want it desperately. Firstly, one-of-the-President-ever-of-Indonesia BJ Habibie, he is the one who is absolutely inspires me to taste the school environment in Germany until now. The other is Pak Katili (I will always say using Pak, since I respect him much). He must take the responsibility of me being so deeply in love with Finite Element Method. He is also the one who opened my eyes about many great people from Indonesia who can sturdy in the world with their brilliant mind, innovations, experimental results, and new-born-equations in many field of study. The truly fact is long-life learning will never end, and extremely tend to grow some addiction for those who is thirsty of knowledge.
Hafidz
The honorable crown, with lots of burden in your shoulder. Don’t think negatively about the word “burden”. It is actually your control. Each step that you take will represent each ayat that you have memorized. What a wonderful guardian on the way you behave and talk. Feels like Allah reprimands to avoid the heat of the hell. Beside, you may feel the greatest sensation of thinking and talking as Al-Qur’an is the only way that you believe without any doubts.
Good Wife
You may feel unpleasant with this. For me, it is one of the title that I want to attach behind my name in my life. Me with this simplicity will open up my mind that being a good wife is not as easy as you think. Mostly, people don’t take so much concern to this title. It is harder than deriving the equations or doing experiment with many requirements. For such a-no-soul things with so many random variables to satisfy the probability of existence, it can still be fulfilled. But, don’t do it with human. The complexity of your spouse is unbelievable. Even you put on many assumptions to satisfy its existence, you will get crazy about this. So, what kind of lesson that we should gain to deal with hundreds of random variables inside of your spouse? Moreover, how to fix the probability of existence inside the word of “marriage life”?
Lovable Mother
What an honor if we are part of it. Don’t hesitate it. Not every woman proud of being a mother. For me, it’s the turning point of knowing the meaning of life. Appreciate the meaning of soul, tears, sacrifice, happiness, and other wonderful words connected to the world itself. We may feel that we are nothing to the world, but for the new born child we are his/her world.
Student
This is the one that I like very much. Not only the formal education, but also the informal education. The power of sharing. The importance of “take and give”. The danger of silence. The disadvantage of being selfish. The complexity of building an equation. The deep thinking of formulating the phenomenon. The exact decision of using the suitable assumptions. What an addiction!
Teacher
A big job, with many consequences. The first step of being patient. The first trial of not being selfish because of better understanding. The first temptation of not being arrogant through the deeper knowledge. The first test of how thankful we are from being the first who taste the experience.
Husnul Khotimah
What a perfect crown! So prestigious. Leave the rest as nothing…









